Shoot! When I never thought of having that kind of feeling. When I confident enough and declare bravely that I never ever feeling like that. The feeling when yourself or someone poke your heart with just a needle, you know you have that feeling. That’s how you really feel about someone, if you know what I mean.

Oh, and one more information, this is definitely out of topic. For those who want to learn more about Autocad 2D and Autocad Civil 3D, I guess I can be your beginner advisor. Only if you interested, hehe. For beginner from beginner, too. Haha

Thirsty For..

Can’t help but post it on blog. I really really like their video, especially the music. Sometimes I click it just to hear their various backsound ;D

Rough Day, Remembered One

I had quite rough days or if I can mention: weeks. Today, one of my coworker lost document drawing for licensing matters. It is very important for other department and my department did the work. I lost it, my coworkers did. As the one who responsible, I took the blame. Today is my birthday and nobody in my office know. My parents are doing pilgrimage so they don’t make a call. My brother seems forget (or maybe he is just doing revenge because sometimes I forget his too, hehe).

Today, when it was come to subuh prayer’s time, R made a call and sang ice-cream-walls-song. He said it was his gift. It was sweet and pile of short messages came after that. I’m okay.

Today is rough. I nearly break my protection wall and tears could be easily spilled. But I didn’t do that. At 4 o’clock this evening, I checked my email and there’s one in my inbox. My long-distance-friend of me sent it. The content is a cheesy-modified lyric (haha!) of “Sixteen Going on Seventeen” song from my favorite movie as a birthday greeting. We both like the movie.

Really it was a rough day. I nearly lost my grip but in the end it was a day I will remember because it my 23th, too.

So thank you, all.

Take a Snap While You Can

I took photos below with my handphone camera. I surprise that their result turn out good enough in the middle of hot sunny day. I never do effect to my photo because I can’t and too lazy to learn the software. The location took place at Kelurahan Cakung, East Jakarta which is the location of my flood project. The place seems… very hot and dry and… you know the picture tells itself.

Smelly Thing Around

Last night, I’ve been crancky like kids over-eat sugar. It is kind of homesick and gather with miss feeling for my brother. I told R about it and he suggested me to take something that smells nice to give me comfort feeling. But, I realize I’m not into that thing at all. While others will grab this kind of therapy (aromatherapy in this case) and feeling relax after take it, I will have headache in result. I think my nose and brain do not get along well.

So, I break down the list and quite surprise with the result. The conclusion is :

  • I really don’t like the smelly oil variety (cajuput oil, bee oil (?) or minyak tawon, telon oil (minyak telon in Indonesia), or else you name it. even minyak nyong-nyong, haha)
  • Spices : like lemongrass, lime leaf, cinnamon, ginger (OH! how I hate it so much), mint (like eating toothpaste) , cardamom (not very familiar with this) and too much amount of clove

But the thing I realize about not liking them is the statement both my brother and R told me. “It is so weird for someone who like eat and cook very much to not like those thing.” Well, when I thought about it again, I feel it was true in the end =D

Is there anybody who also does not like them like I do?

Finding places in Jakarta, especially smaller buildings not on the main arteries, tends to be difficult due to poor signage and chaotic street names. Sometimes, the same name is used for different streets in different parts of the city, and it’s often difficult to find the correct street/address without the postal code/region. A sign with a street name facing you indicates the name of the street you are about to enter, not that of the cross street.

Alleys off a main road are often simply numbered, in a sequence that may not be logical, so a street address like “Jl. Mangga Besar VIII/21” means house number 21 on alley number 8 (VIII) off or near the main road of Jl. Mangga Besar.

If you don’t want to waste time, ask for the descriptions/name of nearby buildings, billboards, colour of the building/fence and the postal code of the address. If you still cannot find the address, start asking people in the street, especially ojek (motorcyle taxi drivers).

– Taken from Wikitravel

Oh my! I thought it just on my mind until I read those lines, hahaha. And believe me, ojek’s driver  here is someone you can depend on anytime than any other driver.

Blub Blub

I hope life will stay the same. It is stagnant and we will have no desire to achieve something. That something I, somehow, adore.

The scarest thing of having dream is being commented, whether it is negative or sometimes the positive one. Even a very small dust can make you sneeze, but I hope that little bug in someone ear will never stop them to have a dream and achieve it. No matter what other said, don’t let their opinion go through your heart. Do from the smallest, do it sincerely and you’ll be fine.

My good friend once said, “Our truly enemy is someone closer than our enemy itself.” Well, I think it is right for now, hehe

Don’t forget to pray and do more than your best, because He always hear and Universe too =)

Because I like Dahlan Iskan and he says, “Work, work and work!”

And because I choose to not listen negative sounds like gossip or else, so what?

Have you ever bring along mirror when interact with others? You should. To let yourself know how you react and so on. Oh, I mean : “Have a reflection sometimes!” hehe

Have a nice day, everyone! =)